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He did reurn though...eventualy I had never seen him in such a state with huge bags benieth his usualy beautiful eyes and his hair such a mess and out of shape, his clothes were a mangled mess, I just felt like crying or dieng whatever was worse at the time.

He said nothing as he walked into his loley bedroom that we shared lovingly together, I watched him pass I wanted with all my black heart to say somethingbut I just couldn't I choked..I just choked.

"I waited for you to come home" I said eventualy. He carried on doing his own thing, rumaging through his clothes to get some clean ones. "...But you didn't come" I continued.

"Shut up" He whispered as he walked through to the bathroom. "Please..." I Said. "I said shut the fuck up bitch!" He shouted. "Angel Im Dieng!"

He turned round, I watched as his eyes turned 2 tears and his lip trembled. I wanted to cry to but the shock of blurting out the truth shoked even myself. "Whats the 8th Of January?" He asked. "Thats the day they come for me" I said smiling faulsly, I burst into tears at that moment.

"why wouldn't you tell me?" He asked tears still falling from the hight of his eyes. "Why would I?" I Said. "What do you mean?" He asked.

"I have no one at home, nothing. I don't want to live there It's not even my 'home' Its a place I was born, oh god why was I even born? Was I even born? I don't even no who I am anymore I don't even want to. I don't want you to know. You can't know."

"Woah! Slow down" Angel interupted before I trailed off into my depresive talking.

"I don't even know who you are, I don't even know your name." He said quietly, hinting at me to tell him what It is. The thing is I didn't even know myself.

"...They'll kill you to for taking me you know. I tried to run away when you found me that night that means im stolen property and you can't return me without your life paying the price, 100 days thats all we have and then we die."

He Thought He Saw A Pen Mark On The Last Month, So He looked At The Back Of December, And There, Circled In Big, Bold Letters, "January 8th..."

He Ripped The Calander Off The Wall Furiously! Slamming It To The Ground As The Plaster From The Wall Scattered Across To The Oposite Walls And Sunk Into The Creamy Colored, Wooly Carpet. That Awoke Me, I Yawned And Streached Before Sleepily Wondering Towards The Door, After Rubbing My Clear Blue Eyes, I Peared Beside The Gap Were Angel Had Left The Door Open Slighty.

There, I Saw Him, Frustraitedly Clenching His Fist Upon The Wall Next To Wear His Calander...Should Have Been. My Eyes Widened With Horor! His Eyes Were Ful Of Hate NAd Sadness, His Breathing Was Heavier Than Usual..I Was So Afraid Of Him At That Moment That, My Hand Slipped On The Creaky Door, He Kept Saying How He "Needed To Get That Fixed."

He Turned Rappidly And Swung Him Fearsum Arm Down And Piked Up His Screwed Up Calander From The Hall Way Floor, He Fearsly Walked Towards Me As I Waled Back, I Colapsed Backwards Onto The Bed And Clenched The Covers For Dear Life! My Long, Black Nails Chipping As I Gripped Tighter.

"What The Hell Is This!?" What Are You Planning!? Why!? Why!? What The Fuck! Are You Doing!? You Evil Little Bitch!" He Screamed So Close To My Face His Boiling Spitle Sprayed And Almost Burned My Cold Face. "Wha..What Do You Mean?" I Asked Quietly Looking Down As My Icie Tears Hit The Sattin Bed Sheets, I`d Never Hurd Such Vile Language In My Long, Lonly, Life...

"You Know Exactly What I Mean!" He Breathed, Sounding More Visiouse Than Ever! "Noo.."...Is What I Felt Like Saying But Instead, I Said Nothing. He Sighed Angrily, "You. You, Did This Yes!?" I Shrugged..."Yes!?" He Said Fearsumly, "Yes, Yes I Did It!!!" I Cried, ..."I did It..."

There Was A Sun Set, The First Sun Set I Have Ever Seen In My Life...And It Was Beautiful! Tears Filled My Eyes And I Smiled To Myself As I Watched. "I Figured, Since You Could Watch A Real Sun Set..I`d Give You My Own." He Said. I Looked At Him For A Moment And He Looked Back At Me. I Swung My Arms Around Him SO Fast That I Pushed Him Flat On His Perfect Back, He Laughed..Then, I Started Laughing To! He Brushed The Tears Away From My Pale Cheeks.

"You Have The Most Beautiful Laugh"..He Said Sweetly, I Blushed.."And You.." I Began, "Have The Weakest Body Ever!" I Giggled Pushing Him Further Down, Much Further! So We Almost Colapsed Onto The Floor!

"Moments Like This. I Will Miss" I Thought.

Angel Picked Himself Up off The Sofa Before Helping Me Up, He Then Leaned In. I Blinked The Remaining Tears Of Laughter Out Of My Eyes And Hesitated Sweetly..When He Was Close Enough, He Smiled Deviousley. Then, He Pushed Me Onto The Sofa And Laughed! "Now Whose The Weak One!?" He Laughed! I Laughed So Hard I Couldnt Pick Myself Up To Chase After Him As He Ran Down The Hall!

I Waited. I Ran Behind The Door Quietly, I New He`d Come Back In. 5 Minuits, I Waited Grinning Through The Tiny Gap In The Door Hinge, He Walked In Slowly Looking Confuse, I Smiled To Myself And Jumped Out! "RAWR!" I Screamed With My Hands Clawed And My Bare Legs Apart, He Turned Around With A Jump And We Began To Laugh Again!

Just Then, There Was A Knock On The Door, Angel Told Me To Hide As It Could Be Someone Un Welcome Like The Police Or Lap Workers! I Feared The Worst, "Don`t Worry," He Reasured Me When He Turned Bakc To Look Into My Cowering Eyes, "It`s Probubly Nothing" He Kissed Me On The Fore Head Before I Ran Into The Bedroom And Got Under His Sattin Duvet.

He Came Back In Momenterily, Looking Seriouse. "What Is It!?" I Asked He Didn`t Say Anything. "Please..Angel Please, Please Just..Tell Me!" He Was Now Trying To Keep A Straight Face. I Tilted My Head, My Jet Black Hair Covering My Wide Eyes, "It Was The Old Lady From Down Stairs" He Laughed, "Nothing To Worrie About!" He Gleamed.

I Threw A Pillow At Him, "Heey!" He Said Frowning With A Slight Smile, "Don`t Do That! It Wasnt AT All Funny!" I Shouted, .."Yeah, Im Sorry." He Said Sitting Down Beside Me, He Put The Pillow Behind My Head. "It Won`t Happen Again, Promice!" He Smiled, Holding My Quiverying Cold Hand. "Beter Not!" I Shouted, He Sunk His Head, I Grinned To Myself "Jeez!" I Laughed, He Looked Up, I Threw The Pillow Back At Him And Laughed "Lighten Up!" He Laughed To "You Got Me Back Good Girl!" He Said In A Funny Acsent, Whilest Giving Me A High 5!

The Night Was Over, We Lay Back Down With Our Final Giggles Breathing Out, Then, We Began To Dream.

One Day I Found His Calander The Art Work On It Was Fantastic! He Told Me That He Made It, I Was Amased! I`d Never Seen Anything Like It, It Was So Pure Just Like He Was...31 Days, Thats 1 Month, Thats How Long Ive Been Living Here With Angel. Just, 1 Month.

It Was The First Of November That Means That It Was The 1st Of October When Angel Found me, Stone Cold, Frozen. In The Ware House That Faithful Night, I Counted, 100 Days From That Day On His Beautiful Calander. I Circled The 100th Day I Would Be Lying With Him, That Day, Was The 8th Of January. I Wrote It On The Back Of The Calander And Circled It. Just As I Did, Angel Walked Down The Hall!

I Gasped And Droped The Marker Pen Onto The Carpet, "What Are You Doing Gorgeouse?" He Asked Curiousley. "Errrm. Nothing!" I Smiled Nervously.."Just..Admiaring Your Work!" I Continued. "hmm" He Smiled Looking At Me Funny,..."Well! It Is rather Amazing!" He Joked I Sighed With Relief ANd Rolled My Eyes. "Come On, He Said I Wanna Show You Something!" He Said.

"Angels don`t exist" He said softly, "You don`t know that, because you don`t believe" I said tears In my eyes. "Your so innocent" he said looking deep into my eyes, "And you don`t understand" I said shakily I wanted to get up and storm out the room but it was light everywere else.

"Understand what?" He asked I shook my head, "Why would it matter to you?" I said "I can`t stay here, I can`t stay anywere. I don`t belong." tear drops hit the sheet i was holding onto. I wiped my mascara tears and looked back up at Angel. "You belong with me" he said. "I belong with someone who believes" I said. "But I love you" He said, "your my angel" I said with a seriouse expretion.

"Okay" He said "I`ll be your angel" He said softly, He lifted up my chin and leaned in. I moved back "You don`t believe!" I said. "But I don`t understand! what am i suposed to believe!? Ive never been so confused in my life!" He cryed.

I Shook My Head "Never Mind.." I Said Sighfully, "...Im sorry" He said "Its Ok" I Said Trying To Sound Cheerful, "You Know Its Just Me Being Silly"..I Gigled A Little..It Was Fake.  He Went To Have A Shawer, I Didn`t Move..Well Its Not Like I Could! He Said That Hed Help Make Things Darker So That I Could Mooch Around A Little.

After Angel Had Left To Get Some Blinds And Black Paint I Couldn`t Do A Thing Until He Got Home. I Have To Admit hat I Was Afraid, Being alone wasnt something I was used to..well I guess it was but its just that I was surrounded by alot of my people most of the time...

All I Did Was Lay There I Couldn`t Sleep Through The Dark Night. I Was So Very Tired, When I Awoke It Was Dark Again. Angel Was Sat At The Foot Of The Bed. I Sat Up, "Hey" He Smiled. "Hey" I Replied Softly.."Is It Night Fall Already?" I Asked. He Nodded. "No" He Smiled,  "I just Darkened It!"

"Who Are You?" He Whispered. My Eyes Opened, Shining Lustfuly. "The One You Most Fear" I Whispered. He Looked Into My Eyes. "What?" He Asked, I Opened My Mouth, My Fangs Were Exposed! He Shuffled Back "Your A Vampire!" He Said Shakily.

I Stroked His Chest Again. He closed His Eyes, Not In Pleasure But In Fear. "Why Have You Changed The Way You Feel About Me?" I Asked Gentley. He Opened His Eyes Again, To See Me With Tears Streaming Down My Face. "But..?" He Started, I Turned Away.

He Put His Hand On My Shoulder, "I Though.." He Began, "Well You Thought Wrong!!!" I Cried. "You Saved Me! You Cared When Nobody Else Did And Your So Beutiful!!! Why On Earth Would I Wan`t To Hurt You!?" I Began To Cry Even More.

"I Don`t Know" He Said. He Turned Me Around And Held Me Close, "Why Were You Licking Me?" He Asked. I Shrugged "I Don`t Know How To Show Affection So...That Was My Way Of Trying," I Said Shyly. "Wan`t Me To Show You?" He Asked. I Blushed "Hmm..." I Muttered. He Laughed, He Put His Hand Under My Chin And Moved His Lips Towards Mine. "Don`t!" I Said Frightfuly.

"Whats Wrong?" He Asked, "Don`t Bite Me..." I Said Quietly. "Im Not Gonna Bite You," He Smiled. He Moved Closer To Me Untill Our Lips Met! He Kissed Me Softly And Slowly, It Didn`t Last To Long But It Was Amazing, He Moved Back Slowly Afterwards. I Gigled, He Laughed To And Kissed My Kneck.

" Don`t Ever Leave Me..." I Whispered. He Looked Into My Eyes, I Felt The Same Pleasurable Pain In My Stomach Again, I Held It Tight. "Butterflys?" He Laughed. I Smiled "Maybe" I Said.

It Was Morning. I Woke Up To See Sunlight Bursting Through The Window, I Gasped. "Whats Wrong?" Asked The Boy,  "Please" I Said Quietly "Its To Bright." I Said, He Looked Over At The Window, Luckily He Was Blocking The Light, "Stay Here" He Said. He Put The Covers Over My Head, "Dont Move i`ll Be Right Back" He Said. I Hurd Him Walk Over To The Window And Shut The Blinds.

I Looked Through A Tiny Gap In The Duvet. It Was Dark Again, "Its Okay." I heard Him Say, You Can Come Out Now". I Cousiously And Carefuly Came Out. He Smiled At Me And I Blushed And Smiled Back.  He Looked Into My Eyes, I Kept Smiling At Him, But He Looked Seriouse. My Smile Fadded Away.

"Whats Wrong?" I Asked. He Came And Sat On The Bed Beside Me, He Held My Cold Hands. "Who Are You?" He Asked Seriousley. I Quickly Turned The Quetion Around, "Who Are You?" I Asked. He Looked At Me, I Looked Back, Right In His Eyes.  "My Name Is Angel." Said The Boy.

I Looked On At Him, "It`s Okay,"He Whispered Gentley. "Im Not Gonna Hurt You."  I Looked Down, "I Promice" He Whispered. I Looked Back Up At Him, In My Eyes You Could See Fear But Something Deeper, An Emotion I Could Never Understand...Love.

I Kept My Mouth Shut. If I Spoke He`d See My Fangs, Tears Filled My Clear Eyes, I Tryed To Blink Them Away But They Just Came Flooding Out! "Sweetie?" He Whispered, I Stopped Crying.  I Looked At Him Again And Grabed Hold Of His Waist, I Never Wanted To Let Go!

He Laughed. I Smiled To Myself, I Didn`t Want To Show Him Any Emotion Since I Didn`t Understand What Was Happening! I Kept My Head Down, I Wanted Affection I Didn`t Understand Why He Was Giving Me So Little! I Stroked His Chest.

He Quikley Moved My Hand Away, I Looked Up At Him, Tilting My Head Slightly, He Put His Hand On My Hip Again, I Looked At Him With Sparckling Eyes, But No Smile. There Was Silence For Way To Long. Why Wasn`t He Talking To Me!? I Nudged Him, "Whats Wrong?" He Asked, I Didn`t Respond, I Didn`t Even Shake My Head. I Wanted To Show No Emotion!

 It Was Hard But I Didn`t Know What To Do! I Was So Confused. I Moved My Hands Away And Lay On His Pillow,  I Closed My Eyes Although It Was Night I New I Had To Pretend I Wanted To Sleep. I Shivered, Then looked Up At Him With Pleading Eyes. He Looked Sympathetic, He Wrapped His Arms Around Me. I Put My Leg Over His, He Moved Away And Looked At Me Funny.

I Shook My Head, The First Responce I`d Given Him! "What Are You Doing?" He Asked, I Licked Him. He Moved Back More, I Followed, I Licked Him Again, "Stop It!!!" He Shouted. I Did It Again, Moving His Hands Away From His Face, I Tasted His Bloody Lips Again. "STOP IT!!!!!!" He Yelled. I Put my Hands Over My Ears And Curled Up, I Began To Cry.

"Y..Your Crying?" He Said Softley, I Didn`t Look At Him, Or Say A Word. He Slowly Pulled Me Towards His Chest, I Moved Away. He Scared Me! I Rarley Hear People Shout, He Tryed Pulling me Close Again. I Scratched His Chest "Arrgh!" He Howled. I Looked At Him Tearfuly, I Put My Hand On His Pretty Cheek And Licked His Lips.

I Bit My Lip And Sighed. I Slowly Moved Down To His Chest, I Hurd And Felt His Heart Beating Faster And Louder! It Made Mine Thud To! I Licked The Blood Of His Chest And Ran My Fingers Through His Hair As I Was Doing It, I Hurd Him Sigh. When I Licked The Blood Clean I Gazed Back Up At Him.

Everything Went Black As I Hit The Icey Cold Ground With A Crack, I Gasped Then Closed My Eyes.  I Was In Some Sort Of Ware House, It Was Dark And Cold And Seemed To Be Abandond. Serves Me Right For Coming Here, I Only Wished It On Myself, To Bad Nobody Loves Me...

I Was Having A Nightmare, One I Usualy Have. Flashes Of Blood, A Knife In My Hand, A Pretty Girl...And A Pretty Boy, I Had Lustful But Devilish Eyes As I Laughed At There Screams...I Woke Up With A Jump!

 I Felt Something Moving Against Me, I Looked Up Slowly, I Felt A Painful Shock Go Down  The Pit Of My Stomach, I Grabbed It And Breathed But For Some Reason, It Didn`t Hurt At All, It Felt Kinda Good! I Was Laying By A Boy, A Human Boy, He Must Have Found Me In The Ware House. I Licked My Dry Lips, I Tasted Blood On Them, I Felt Horrorfied! What If...? I Checked His Kneck, Luckily There Were No Bite Marks There. I Sighed With Releaf.

I Looked At Him, Examaning His Face Very Carefully, I Held My Hand Out And Held My Breath. I Touches His Face Realy Lightly. I Had That Strainge Feeling In My Stomach Again. I Looked At Him More Closley, I Don`t Know Why, But I Felt Attracted To His Lips. I Wasnt Even Sure What I Was Doing!

I Saw A Tiny Cut On His Bottom Lip, It Drew Blood A Little, He Must Have Scratched It When He Rescued Me. I Licked It. Without Even Thinking! I Put My Hands On His Chest And Began Licking His Lips More. I Smiled To Myself For The First Time In...I Don`t Know When!

I Didn`t Know What The Hell I Was Doing, Or Why I Was Doing It, I Just Was! He Was So Beautiful It Was Like He Was My Drug. As I Was Licking, I Had My Eyes Closed. I Found It Hard To Look At Him Without Feeling Strainge Emotions. I Sighed Sweetly And Openent My Eyes, I Lay My Head Against His Chest So I Could Feel His Human Heart Beating.

Suddenley I Felt His Hand On My Hip! My Heart Pounded, I Didnt Want To Look At Him! Why Would He Want To Look At Me!? I Felt A Tear Roll Down My Cheek, I Began To Feel A Little Scared Since I Had No Idea Who This Boy Was! I Felt Him Kiss Me On The Head. I Looked Up At Hm Without Thinking (Again)! And Saw His Beautiful Eyes, He Smiled At Me! He Had The Cutest Smile! I Felt Like I Was Gonna Fuckin` Melt None Of My People Ever Smile At Me EVER!