Merci Pour Le Venin. :)

It'd been a week since the fight, Angel didn't know what to do with me. He left...He left and I don't know were he went, he said he needed time to think but I new he was lieng.

He did reurn though...eventualy I had never seen him in such a state with huge bags benieth his usualy beautiful eyes and his hair such a mess and out of shape, his clothes were a mangled mess, I just felt like crying or dieng whatever was worse at the time.

He said nothing as he walked into his loley bedroom that we shared lovingly together, I watched him pass I wanted with all my black heart to say somethingbut I just couldn't I choked..I just choked.

"I waited for you to come home" I said eventualy. He carried on doing his own thing, rumaging through his clothes to get some clean ones. "...But you didn't come" I continued.

"Shut up" He whispered as he walked through to the bathroom. "Please..." I Said. "I said shut the fuck up bitch!" He shouted. "Angel Im Dieng!"

He turned round, I watched as his eyes turned 2 tears and his lip trembled. I wanted to cry to but the shock of blurting out the truth shoked even myself. "Whats the 8th Of January?" He asked. "Thats the day they come for me" I said smiling faulsly, I burst into tears at that moment.

"why wouldn't you tell me?" He asked tears still falling from the hight of his eyes. "Why would I?" I Said. "What do you mean?" He asked.

"I have no one at home, nothing. I don't want to live there It's not even my 'home' Its a place I was born, oh god why was I even born? Was I even born? I don't even no who I am anymore I don't even want to. I don't want you to know. You can't know."

"Woah! Slow down" Angel interupted before I trailed off into my depresive talking.

"I don't even know who you are, I don't even know your name." He said quietly, hinting at me to tell him what It is. The thing is I didn't even know myself.

"...They'll kill you to for taking me you know. I tried to run away when you found me that night that means im stolen property and you can't return me without your life paying the price, 100 days thats all we have and then we die."